I closed my eyes and gripped it tighter
My knees began to tremble so much that I had to lean against the counter
The light I held was now completely gone
Why bother continue when you'd lost your hope?
Maybe I'm shallow or stupid as others say
But the feeling of being broken is never an easy thing
Whether I knew the fates had played it this way
Or that the void of cold emptiness had finally eaten me
Should that even help how it feels right now?
Its cold, it drips, and is now streaked wet
Why do tears fall when it is all over?
Stop it, stop crying!
Dripping tears would only fall to the harsh ground and become nothing
Do you regret the choice you've finally made?
Lost and empty, cold and dark
Broken and useless
Choose what you have to, rely on your hand
See what no one understands
Fall and crawl, may my memories haunt me
Because I've lost what I had, never would return.